| Well, well, well,
We've had a great time haven't we? There is so much I want to say to you right now, I don't know that I can find the right words but I have to try.
You know, things just haven't been the same between us since Facebook started up. Less and less of my friends have commented. Less and less people visit each week. I thought that surely it was something wrong with me, but its not. It's you Xanga. You with your grossly terrible layouts, your lack of flexibility, and ever annoying songs on Xanga pages that play each time you visit. I really tried to get over these things thinking, "things will change," but things never will change will they? You'll go on being you and well, that just isn't me anymore.
I thank you for over 2 years of enjoyment, for providing me a place to air out my thoughts, but this just isn't working out anymore. I have to say my goodbyes. I hope that things work out for you.
Goodbye,
CB
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| Don't bother calling me... I'm in California for a week... peace. |
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| Camp last week- very tired. Camp next week- must sleep all weekend.
Zzzz.... Zzzz.... Zzzz.... Zzzz....
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| 1 Corinthians 9:24 Do you not know that in a race all the runners compete, but only one receives the prize? So run that you may obtain it. (ESV)
I grow weary so easily. I think it's cause my Mom didn't discipline me as a kid. Still, you can't go around blaming all your issues on your parents; life isn't a psychologists office. Reality strikes and there is nothing you can do except take the blow.
One of my mentors, Austin Ryan, currently the Music and Arts Pastor at my Church announced this Sunday that he is leaving to begin a missionary endeavor helping new Churches start Music and Arts programs. It's not the worst thing that could happen, its not really even bad, its just hard when people go there way.
Sometimes people go there way because of conflict, just like Paul and Barnabus.Sometimes God moves and its a good thing. I guess its harder to understand this way though. If there was some kind of conflict, some kind of issues, it'd make the whole thing easier to swallow, but things were going so well!
Just like they were for Job before he wound up in sackcloth and ashes. Why does God do the things He does? There is just no reason for us to know. All any of us have I guess is to be obedient no matter the price. To run the race before us and move on, not without tears, but also not without hope.
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